(Source: le-merde)
(Source: fallenforpayne)
I’m sick of people that think that they are the centre of the universe.
1 bad things happens to them and they are “sad” and “broken” and look at me how it changed me…
Like fuck you. I’ve other problems to deal with.
And btw, I had this total horrible nightmare.
I woke up at 3 am and I was CRYING. But all I remember is something bad happened to Aju…
Well then it was an adequate reaction.
What happened…
I don’t know if somebody noticed, but things are changing very fast.
I care. Even left aside.
I just feel sad.
I stare on the wall, just asking myself why.
Why. An unexplainable question.
Because.
Actually there are 2 why questions in my head, and I’m dying to find out the answers.
Three Days Grace: Never Too Late
This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don’t belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it’s not too late
It’s never too late
I can’t talk with my parents.
It is NEVER a normal friendly talk. I don’t know when we had a normal talk the last time.
It’s all like they’re just waiting until I make the smallest mistake, one little word that slips out so they can choke me. I really don’t feel well at home at all. That is bad.
I mean wtf.
When I go home, I can’t wait to go back to school. This is serious.
Everytime somebody walks by my roomdoor, I just don’t move, hoping the person will not come in and say the words again that hurt me so much.
One year. One year that will partially save me.
I need to get out of these chains. I need freedom.
That’s why I never have these “serious” talks when I drink.
such a beautiful moment. I know I didn’t speak much today.
No words needed… Just to be in your presence is enough to make me feel better :)
